"HOLY BIRTH OF A DRUMMER"
- an idiot cruise thru the world of the muse

(Paraphernalia + Addenda 1.6)

Includes 2 poems by Cru Encarnação.

20 pages, approx. 14 × 20 cm.
Layout, design and printing by Zack Darsee.
Graphics by Nadia Marcus.
Printed on two laser printers at the Altes Finanzamt in Neukölln, Berlin.
A TABLOID Publication.
Summer 2025.













CONTENT:

1. BEAT INTO ME
2. ANOTHER GROOVE IS POSSIBLE
3. P P P POWERFUL
4. TOUCH MY SYNTH









1. BEAT INTO ME

DRUM IT INTO YOU - notes on making others LISTEN PAY ATTENTION IDIOT.
Memories of London 2022.

I am the OG idiot

I was an idiot. I was learning HARDCORE not to LISTEN. One great SCAM
commercial EVERYWHERE. I did not believe ANYTHING. I was a mere
CONSUMER. I was worried about money and my future and the end of the world.
I was zombie-walking the street where the 8y old girl died from pollution. I was
very very affected by this world. I was obsessed with a man I knew jack shit
about. I had IDIOT sex with someone who I thought of as an IDIOT and had no
feelings for whatsoever. It wasn’t sad or dark. It was all just LAME. When I let
him fuck me I thought 1 0 1 0 1 0 1 0 1 0 in my head. The computer is made up
of binary numbers. I am the girl and you are the man. I am the girl and YOU are
the man. We were OBJECTIVE affirmation of nothing. Robothood is this simple.
My friend* told me he wants someone to fuck him hard cause he was only
thinking GAGAGOGO in his head.

THE END. THE END OF THE WORLD. THIS IS THE END. I had been EMPTIED of
any personhood. I am the girl and You are the man. GAGAGOGO

I faked ORGASM. FAKE WORLD. I did not even WANT ONE. I wanted NOTHING. I
was a HOLE. I wanted the END. I was lower than BOTTOM LEVEL CHAKRA.
GAGAGOGO EAT SHIT FUCK.

I was an IDIOT. I was an IDIOT. I needed a cleanse. I needed FREEDOM.

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